you know, art has always been a weird subject for me. i don’t look for praise or anything like that i mean i don’t like 3/4 of the shit i do lol like when you do things for yourself you don’t really care about anything else and when you fail it feels like you’re a lost cause YEA that shit really sucks >:( let me tell you, messy ~fuzzy~ dark lines bug the fuck out of me aand i don’t care how naisu the image is it will always be considered disgusting to me ide maybe that’s just me aaaanyway my parents and my cousins think i have so much artistic talent or smthn and that makes me crazy uncomfortable LMAO like my cousin even told a family friend that i was gr8 and so he and my aunt kept assuming i was going to art school dies he brings it up everytime i see him

don’t get me wrong drawing is fun and all but i wouldn’t be able to handle it as a career UNLESS I SOMEHOW MAKE IT BIG AS A MANGAKA but i doubt it LOL my aunt thinks i should be one tho ide but yes only if i become a manga artist ): i still rly wanna be one but oh my god my consistancy is so bad and sfhdudgd cries a dream will never achieve but that is ok i will practice everyday anyway ))):

sobs someone help me find rave master & oparts-hunter & jing books for rly cheap prices ): my goal is to have complete series’!!! well after i get my hands on twewy and 999 kekekeke i have no regrets in life

also why is the yearbook so expensive and why are they taking money for it when it isn’t even done fuq off bths tbh idr want the yearbook or the major tshirt?? there is no use in having things that remind me of a school i h8 v much :)) plus after this year, there are some people i wish to never see ever again

whoops gotta go to the library and get the books i have on hold keke selfcheckout fascinates me to no end ahh it closes at 5 and it’s sooo faaaarrrrr